Sunday, December 17, 2006

it's an octopus's garden

Octopuses?!
Octopi's?
Hee.
I don't know...
All I know is he really really really likes his octopus, so-- Jack, Coley, and Jared-- good choice.....
I keep telling him that he's lucky he's getting anything other than coal after the couch-eating incident... but he doesn't listen. And he's still really freaking cute.
Sigh.

Got to celebrate Christmas yesterday with E and the boylies. Such a good day. Such good times. I love those peoples so so so much.
And we made trees.....
Ummm, Tia?
Where was the forewarning on how long it takes???
Hmmmm??
Or about how many times we'd say-- whoopsies, I dropped another pin.
Yeah.
$100 dollars of pins and foam and extra buttons later..........
Hee.
So worth it just to sit and talk to my sisser for hours, though.
And aren't the flowery ones cute, too?!?!
Tee hee... and you can see e's cute greenie one growing in the background. You cannot see Jared's blue ornament ball. Ooooof. That's still making me giggle. Bad Aunt. Bad Aunt.

In other news...
Max isn't writing a Christmas letter this year... Each time I (err, he) sit down to type one up, it either comes out a) super depressing or b) way too light hearted. There's no real easy, fun way to talk about everything that's happened this year. You can't gloss it over, you can't talk like it hasn't happened... but I also don't want to depress everyone who gets our letter. What it comes down to-- I don't think you are ever prepared for everything life can throw at you. You can never expect the unexpected, and there's only so much sadness you want to face at one time. But I look back at this year-- from losing Alex, to losing pregnancies, to the little things like an exploding water heater that seemed so big at the time and seem so small when I think about things in context-- and I am just so glad to know that I can still look at the world and see the good, see the beauty, see the blessings. I will always miss my sister. I will always wonder what if on so many things... but man. There's still so much good in life. And that is what I'm keeping in my heart this Christmas. Life is not easy. But life? It is good. It really is. And I think that's what Alex would want us to remember right now....

Merry Christmas, Happy Chaunakah, whatever you celebrate this year-- celebrate love, and laughter, and life-- and don't be afraid to remember what was good.
xoxox,
g

Monday, December 11, 2006

There's no Rudolph. It's just one of those urban legends.

Nisa Fiin rocks.
So so so hard core...
I mean, as a person first and foremost
and
yeah
photography skillz?!
I bet all the photography gangs want her.
Heck yes they do.

So.
I'm working on the holiday spirit thing.
But I'm not so much there yet...
I think e's got holiday spirit a plenty for us all... could her Christmas journal be any cooler? Ummm, the answer to that is a resounding no. It's just not going to be a normal Christmas this year. And I'm a big fan of things always staying the way they were. Not so much a fan of change. And definitely not a fan of my sister moving.

Neither is Max.
Cuz, well, he hasn't gotten a chance to eat the rest of the couch.
Maybe this weekend.

And this is why I don't post no mo'...........
But
Nisa makes us look cute and happy.
And I give her even madder love for that.
Oh. And whoever knows what movie my title came from-- you deserve a rak. No cheating, loves.
xoxox,
g